Why do I think about coming on Bear's face when I masturbate?
Why do I think about using him, putting my feet up on his back, tying him up and ignoring him, but faced with it, I feel guilt/shyness? He's my DOM. Why do I think about abusing him?
I want him to give me a slave name. He calls me names, but I want an official one. I want to be his slut, his something. And his nothing.
He has a fantasy about being tied up with a straightjacket and basically...left.
I'd like to indulge that.
A bucket to piss in.
But again..Faced with him..Too shy, he has too much power.
Why do I even think about it? Alongside him using me?
I am giving myself too many airs.
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song,
i think switchy thoughts are pretty normal for kinky girls! In a life, in a different time and place, when my true nature was but a dim whisper..i played the switchy game...and had fun with it..but the truth was, i was doing it because *he* really, really wanted me to...so i was actually doing the obedient thing!
If Bear has his own bondage thoughts maybe he will "order" you to play that role and you can both explore what you enjoy.
W/we added your blog to our blog role. Thank you for visiting and i really, truly do appreciate you leaving comments.
Have fun!
~s/nik
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