Thursday, 19 February 2009
More Anal
Sometimes I think I like it better in the arse.
Bear was fucking me missionary there, my legs on his shoulders. He hit something EPIC (I think I have a prostate sometimes) and I squirted the most ever all over his chest and pubic bone.
He came really loudly, and gasped sweatily, "You're SO good!"
That turned me on, loads.
Thursday, 12 February 2009
Dirty
Bear can actually be a really emotional boy, and recently he told me he doesn't feel I'm as happy with him, and all I seem to want is sex.
Desperate to prove otherwise, I made a vow that we shouldn't for a while. Well, easier said than done. It's basically a longdistance thing..And wanking on webcam is enough to make you take back that vow.
He wanted to see it through, and I saw him yesterday. Lying next to him, near his lips shaking, I finally admitted after a few hours I wanted to fuck. I didn't want to ask, but weak.
"Oh so you don't feel the way you did?" He asked, unbuttoning his jeans. He lay over me, we made out..It was extremely epic. He teased me-biting my thighs and slowly stripping until I was shuddering and the wettest I've been for a while.
He fucked me on top, my legs on his shoulders fucking me probably the fastest thrusts he ever has. I rode him-actually able to fully bounce on his cock, sliding around from the liquids STILL dripping out of me.
I asked him did he want to fuck my arse, which we did, him on top. It was the best anal I've ever recieved-we used very little lube accidently, and my arsehole shuddered around him as my cunt pulsated. Amazing.
Later, before we went out, we had a quickie with me on top but it wasn't really working, nice practice though.
It was the night-time that was probably most amazing. Bear was telling me in the bar that I owed him a blowjob, and to not stop until he came..I dropped to my knees when we got home but drink had worked its magic and it was difficult.
He settled for fingering my cunt, me squirting all over his hand, occasionally his mouth when he blew on my cunt, and all over the bed. He began to spank my cunt, open-palm blows gentle at first then the most painful he's ever treated me. He was grinning from my noises, squeals of pleasurepain, almost crying.
'Do you want me to stop? Does it hurt?' He teased. I could hardly speak.
I tried to shut my legs but he pulled them open, then moved onto cracking my arse with his hand, telling me to 'stick it out', hitting it harder when I flinched.
Of course I was soaking, he'd never been so cruel..and he manovered me into a crunched-up sort of missionary, my legs all pressed to my body. I commented on how he loved hurting me. He smiled and growled at me.
'You know you're my property,' He said. 'I can do whatever I want to you. You're worthless, you piece of shit. You're LESS than shit, less than nothing. I'm only with you to fuck you..' (The last comment obviously isn't true, but sent me wild either way.)
Then I ended up in a 69 position with him..Him rimming me then sticking his fingers up my arse. I dripped on his chest and shook, begging him to fuck me up the arse. He obliged, me on my knees, me telling him I'm his whore, etc. etc.
He was getting tired, so I blew him and tried to massage his prostate, never really done it before but it was a fun experience. After all that we were pretty tired, but its probably one of our dirtiest, and definately roughest, sessions.
This morning he spooned me, then fucked me from behind, me lying on my stomach. It felt amazing, and he was meant to come on my back (he told me he'd considered wanking onto my back this morning as he'd woken before me) but I didn't want him to withdraw, so that was that.
It was a shame he didn't feel like fucking before he left, but c'est la vie.
Desperate to prove otherwise, I made a vow that we shouldn't for a while. Well, easier said than done. It's basically a longdistance thing..And wanking on webcam is enough to make you take back that vow.
He wanted to see it through, and I saw him yesterday. Lying next to him, near his lips shaking, I finally admitted after a few hours I wanted to fuck. I didn't want to ask, but weak.
"Oh so you don't feel the way you did?" He asked, unbuttoning his jeans. He lay over me, we made out..It was extremely epic. He teased me-biting my thighs and slowly stripping until I was shuddering and the wettest I've been for a while.
He fucked me on top, my legs on his shoulders fucking me probably the fastest thrusts he ever has. I rode him-actually able to fully bounce on his cock, sliding around from the liquids STILL dripping out of me.
I asked him did he want to fuck my arse, which we did, him on top. It was the best anal I've ever recieved-we used very little lube accidently, and my arsehole shuddered around him as my cunt pulsated. Amazing.
Later, before we went out, we had a quickie with me on top but it wasn't really working, nice practice though.
It was the night-time that was probably most amazing. Bear was telling me in the bar that I owed him a blowjob, and to not stop until he came..I dropped to my knees when we got home but drink had worked its magic and it was difficult.
He settled for fingering my cunt, me squirting all over his hand, occasionally his mouth when he blew on my cunt, and all over the bed. He began to spank my cunt, open-palm blows gentle at first then the most painful he's ever treated me. He was grinning from my noises, squeals of pleasurepain, almost crying.
'Do you want me to stop? Does it hurt?' He teased. I could hardly speak.
I tried to shut my legs but he pulled them open, then moved onto cracking my arse with his hand, telling me to 'stick it out', hitting it harder when I flinched.
Of course I was soaking, he'd never been so cruel..and he manovered me into a crunched-up sort of missionary, my legs all pressed to my body. I commented on how he loved hurting me. He smiled and growled at me.
'You know you're my property,' He said. 'I can do whatever I want to you. You're worthless, you piece of shit. You're LESS than shit, less than nothing. I'm only with you to fuck you..' (The last comment obviously isn't true, but sent me wild either way.)
Then I ended up in a 69 position with him..Him rimming me then sticking his fingers up my arse. I dripped on his chest and shook, begging him to fuck me up the arse. He obliged, me on my knees, me telling him I'm his whore, etc. etc.
He was getting tired, so I blew him and tried to massage his prostate, never really done it before but it was a fun experience. After all that we were pretty tired, but its probably one of our dirtiest, and definately roughest, sessions.
This morning he spooned me, then fucked me from behind, me lying on my stomach. It felt amazing, and he was meant to come on my back (he told me he'd considered wanking onto my back this morning as he'd woken before me) but I didn't want him to withdraw, so that was that.
It was a shame he didn't feel like fucking before he left, but c'est la vie.
Sunday, 25 January 2009
Short
I'm at a great stage with Bear. I can talk to him about anything. I've felt for a while I'm not a part of his masturbation routine, but turns out, I am. He looks at me. I feel so much better when he's looking at women with smaller tits, also.
Stream of conciousness..
We've been doing a lot more anal of late. I suggested we try other positions, as I've only ever done it with him doggie-style, and with my ex as spoons. So I got on top..that was difficult..But missionary anal is AMAZING. He likes to watch me finger my arse, also. He told me I have a sexy-looking vagina, which I totally needed to hear. He's been bending me over a lot.
He mentioned he liked 'messy' blowjobs, so I've been spitting, and choking, a lot more.
I gave him a blowjob this morning. I love the taste of him, it's been a while.
We have new toys. I'm finally relenting to nipple tassels-they don't have a tassel, which is my comprimise, &I have a vibrating (large) buttplug I haven't tried yet, and ankle cuffs in the style of fluffy handcuffs.
Slave bracelet is back on. He was pissed I took it off.
Stream of conciousness..
We've been doing a lot more anal of late. I suggested we try other positions, as I've only ever done it with him doggie-style, and with my ex as spoons. So I got on top..that was difficult..But missionary anal is AMAZING. He likes to watch me finger my arse, also. He told me I have a sexy-looking vagina, which I totally needed to hear. He's been bending me over a lot.
He mentioned he liked 'messy' blowjobs, so I've been spitting, and choking, a lot more.
I gave him a blowjob this morning. I love the taste of him, it's been a while.
We have new toys. I'm finally relenting to nipple tassels-they don't have a tassel, which is my comprimise, &I have a vibrating (large) buttplug I haven't tried yet, and ankle cuffs in the style of fluffy handcuffs.
Slave bracelet is back on. He was pissed I took it off.
Monday, 29 December 2008
Bath
You might not know this, but Bear has a thing about water.
He ran me a hot bath last night, as I've been ill. I was naked, and bent over swooshing more cold water into the hot. I felt his erection through his jeans on my bare arse and felt really flattered. He stroked it a while until I stepped into the bubbles.
His hand was tracing my thighs, and I shuddered. He looked puzzled, then said, 'aah'. And dipped a finger into my cunt. I was moaning, thinking that I'd be fine with just the thigh-stroking for a while, THEN this, but then that this was better, and then-that I've never been fingered in the bath before.
I reached up to feel his clothed erection, then pulled it out, stroking it as he stood next to the bath. It was veinier than usual, I noted.
I opened my mouth and looked at him, then sucked half of his cock, swirling my hand, lubed by warm water, down the rest.
I thought I felt pre-come on my lips fairly quickly, then realised he was in fact coming, and it usually takes a good while to make Bear come from oral, so I put his cock back inside my mouth and swallowed all he had to give.
I remarked on how quick it was, and he remarked that I 'look good in water'.
He ran me a hot bath last night, as I've been ill. I was naked, and bent over swooshing more cold water into the hot. I felt his erection through his jeans on my bare arse and felt really flattered. He stroked it a while until I stepped into the bubbles.
His hand was tracing my thighs, and I shuddered. He looked puzzled, then said, 'aah'. And dipped a finger into my cunt. I was moaning, thinking that I'd be fine with just the thigh-stroking for a while, THEN this, but then that this was better, and then-that I've never been fingered in the bath before.
I reached up to feel his clothed erection, then pulled it out, stroking it as he stood next to the bath. It was veinier than usual, I noted.
I opened my mouth and looked at him, then sucked half of his cock, swirling my hand, lubed by warm water, down the rest.
I thought I felt pre-come on my lips fairly quickly, then realised he was in fact coming, and it usually takes a good while to make Bear come from oral, so I put his cock back inside my mouth and swallowed all he had to give.
I remarked on how quick it was, and he remarked that I 'look good in water'.
Tuesday, 23 December 2008
Fingers
Last night, I took four fingers, right up to the lower knuckle, before I cried out. Proud.
I struggled against Bear's fingers &felt like he was in my womb :)
He growled, 'I've wanted to fuck you for a while now..'
I ordered him to come.
This morning I wanked him off over my tits.
I struggled against Bear's fingers &felt like he was in my womb :)
He growled, 'I've wanted to fuck you for a while now..'
I ordered him to come.
This morning I wanked him off over my tits.
Friday, 5 December 2008
Crossed Out
Flirting until the act is hot.
Being up against his door in over-the-door restraints whilst wrapping my legs around his hips is hot.
Being strangled, my throat pressed down on whilst he towers above me, not knowing when he's going to stop and feeling like I'm gonna pass out in a good way is hot.
I kind of want to pass out and wake up to him doing disgusting things to me.
Him holding my hips and driving his cock sharply upwards is hot.
He's amazing.
Being up against his door in over-the-door restraints whilst wrapping my legs around his hips is hot.
Being strangled, my throat pressed down on whilst he towers above me, not knowing when he's going to stop and feeling like I'm gonna pass out in a good way is hot.
I kind of want to pass out and wake up to him doing disgusting things to me.
Him holding my hips and driving his cock sharply upwards is hot.
He's amazing.
Friday, 21 November 2008
You Could Be Mine
Yesterday I wanted sex, obviously. Bear's riposte was 'show me your tits.'
Soon we he has on top, me wrapping my legs around his hips digging my nails in his back for dear life. He spat in my mouth (mmm) and over my chest, rubbing it in. Couple this with licking my face, all over my cheeks.
Urging me to come, 'Come bitch come, come on my dick..'
Pushing my head down on his dick as he knelt up, then me sinking down on it. A ridiculous amount of orgasms.
When we'd returned from tea, just before bed, I blew him, thinking about three times he was going to come in my mouth..not being able to wait..Climbed on top and after coming twice shreiking how I wanted him to come inside me.
More of the same today, riding him after a lubey handjob, then him telling me he wanted me to put the anal beads up inside me. I was hesitant, then it felt amazing from on top.
I bent over for him, 'I want you to fuck me from behind, and I want you to treat me like a slut.'
Fucked me 'til I was squealing, then came into his hand and made me lick it out of his palm. Fucking DELICIOUS.
This afternoon I wanted more..He'd been squeezing my tits, telling me how they (and me) belonged to him, were his property, kissing me, flicking his tongue in my mouth, discussing oral..But he was too tired and needless to say I went home a horny Songs. I'm so glad I'm seeing him tomorrow!
And we have still not used our over-the-door cuffs.
Soon we he has on top, me wrapping my legs around his hips digging my nails in his back for dear life. He spat in my mouth (mmm) and over my chest, rubbing it in. Couple this with licking my face, all over my cheeks.
Urging me to come, 'Come bitch come, come on my dick..'
Pushing my head down on his dick as he knelt up, then me sinking down on it. A ridiculous amount of orgasms.
When we'd returned from tea, just before bed, I blew him, thinking about three times he was going to come in my mouth..not being able to wait..Climbed on top and after coming twice shreiking how I wanted him to come inside me.
More of the same today, riding him after a lubey handjob, then him telling me he wanted me to put the anal beads up inside me. I was hesitant, then it felt amazing from on top.
I bent over for him, 'I want you to fuck me from behind, and I want you to treat me like a slut.'
Fucked me 'til I was squealing, then came into his hand and made me lick it out of his palm. Fucking DELICIOUS.
This afternoon I wanted more..He'd been squeezing my tits, telling me how they (and me) belonged to him, were his property, kissing me, flicking his tongue in my mouth, discussing oral..But he was too tired and needless to say I went home a horny Songs. I'm so glad I'm seeing him tomorrow!
And we have still not used our over-the-door cuffs.
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