Upsidedown

We were having a conversation about truth. He was naked, I was fully dressed.
"I would prefer for you to be honest with me about everything, even if I hated what you were doing" I said.
"Alright," He said. "Well can I be honest with you right now? I want you to sit on my face."
I giggled and said no. He told me he wanted to see my arse in the thong I was wearing (I rarely wear thongs.) he told me to suck his cock and bend right over him so he could see my arse. I sucked, and he was trying to lick my arsehole. I giggled and pulled away from him, setting myself between his legs.
"I want you to get on it and just ride me until I come..take these off" He said, indicating my underwear. I continued to suck whilst I struggled with my clothes, then sank down on top of him.
"Oh, you're wet.." He smiled.
We fucked like that for a while until he told me he wanted me to sit on his face. He wanted me to squirt on his face again. I couldn't sit on his face comfortably, so I pulled off him and sat at the edge of the bed with my legs akimbo and told him to come get me that way. I squirted all over his face and asked him why he liked it.
"Because I know you like it too.." He smiled. He was basically fucking me upside down..My legs were pulled up over his shoulders and he was 'aiming' down, half my body off the bed. I almost wanted to put my palms on the floor!
I asked him where he wanted to come. "All over you.." He smiled. My EXACT thought. And he did.
This morning we were arguing somewhat, and what eases tension? I stroked his cock, listened to his sounds as he enjoyed it. Then I was sucking it. He told me to get on his dick.
"Lube..." I protested.
He pushed my head down on his cock. "There's your lube." He snarled. Rough fingers on my cunt. I wasn't getting wet. He told me to get on. Wouldn't have it that I wanted lube.
He felt amazing, so hard..I rode him, pinning his arms. Out came the switch me.
"Do you like that?" I grinned. He continued to groan. I grabbed his neck. "Tell me you like it!"
He grinned. "I do."
I got an urge to slap him (now regretted!) and with permission, did. It was hot at the time, for an odd reason. I do not know why.
He came calling my name. I think he's used to me loving it.

Amazing

Had some of the most amazing sex of my life last night.
We were at a friends' bands gig, and Bear started off stroking my hair, which I LOVE. I gave little shivers of delight. Next he trailed down my stomach and put a hand in my underwear-all in the club with my best friend sat next to me. Stroking and rubbing my pubic bone the way I do when I wank. I was shivering. His eager fingers slid lower and my wetness flowed onto his fingers. I put my handbag over my crotch but am pretty sure my friend knew what we were up to! I was so close the whole time, but then we had to leave to go home.
We were staying at said friends, and could have hung out talking but I wanted to fuck Bear. We ran upstairs. He went to the toilet and I got undressed to my underwear, my panties still very wet. He came back, undressed to his boxers and slid into bed.
He leant over me and we started to make out-gorgeous. I still don't think we kiss enough during sex (and hearing 'I love you' during has become a huge turnon, for some reason..)
I commented, "You taste like biscuits." (Ha had been eating them) giggled, "Was that hot?"
"Not particularly. But I want to lick your cunt-is that?"
I gasped and nodded. "No objections then?" He grinned, sliding down my body. He drew my underwear aside but didn't take it off, and full on stuck his tongue inside my cunt, for what it felt like. He alternated hard licks of my cunt with nibbling my nipples-he'd pulled the cups down from my breasts but not removed the bra from my body. I tried, and he sharply told me to "Leave it." I groaned that he was so sexy.
I was trying to wriggle away from my underwear alongside riding his face. He looked up.
"No..I want you to be dripping wet before I even THINK about putting it in, do you understand that?"
But I was. And he slowly took off his boxers and knelt up, slowly stroking himself. THAT was too much. Hot. I tried to touch myself but he removed my hand and carried on stroking himself. I whined.
Eventually he sloooowly slid inside me-he felt so rock hard. My underwear was still on the top of my thighs, which was frustrating, but Bear was obviously trapping me.
"Does my dick feel good?" He crooned.
I wrapped my legs all around him but when I get to the point of full-on squirting, I have to push him away. I did, and he placed his face in front of my stream. I felt REALLY bad, but couldn't exactly stop.
He came up coated in my liquids, even dripping from his hair. He pushed back inside me and the occasional drop landed on me. I was so, so close. I tried to tug on his pelvis.
He laughed at me. "You want me to go faster, don't you? And fuck you hard. Well no, not yet.."
Frustrating, SUCH a tease. But the slow pulling out and sliding in-his entire shaft-felt amazing.
"Tell me when you're gonna squirt again okay..I want it in my face again, I know you liked it.."
I gasped. "I don't think I will again, I've lost too much.."
He increased the pressure on my cunt and suddenly I changed my mind. I came over his face again.
He began to lean back slightly so I sat up. He pulled off my underwear. We tried different varities of me on top, like the both of us in a sort of crab position, thrusting forward. Then I was on top in the traditional sense, pinning his arms. He grinned and told me my cunt felt good. Then he said he wanted to bend me over and spank me. I was worried about my friends in the next room but I suppose we were already making so much noise.
I bent over the bed and he slapped me, then slid into me. God, it was amazing. My orgasms were weakening my knees and after two more I flipped over so he was fucking me missionary again.
"I want you to come in my mouth" I told him.
"Just where I want to come.." He smiled.
He fucked me..I told him he was fucking me raw, he was with-holding so well..I was losing too much wetness but he wouldn't let me get any lube.
"Do you wanna swallow my come?"
"Yeah I want your come in my throat like a dirty bitch!" (See how I get caught up in the moment?)
"Come here" He grabbed my hair and pulled me forward, wanking into my mouth. But after a few minutes it was clear he wasn't coming.
"You're ages off!" I giggled. "You're tired, do you wanna lie down and I'll suck your dick?"
He lay and I sucked him for a while.
"I wanna lick your ass. Get into the position." He said. So clear about what he wants!
We got into the '69' position and He lapped away whilst I attended to his cock. He put a finger to my asshole-he'd actually been doing this all through sex, and I'd been whining and pulling away. He'd humoured me at first, but now his finger slipped in. Amazing. I lost all worry. After a while of him alternating finger and tongue on my arse I said "I want your dick in my arse."
"You want me to fuck this?" He asked and told me to get the condom from his wallet. "Put it on," He said. "I'm making sure you're lubed."
He lapped away..I was worried about not using actual lube, but I suppose I'd been 'loosened' somewhat by the fingerfucking.
It took a while to slide in, but GOD I forget how fucking amazing anal is. I was making really animalistic sounds.
"Do you wanna come in my arse now?" I asked.
He said yes and continued to fuck me..Rougher than you should an arse relatively un-used to anal, but GOD, hotness.
I was coming freely and easily as I usually do from anal. He told me he was going to come and I asked him to say my name.
Really, really delicious. Experimental and he did EVERYTHING right. Mmmm.

I Hate Not Seeing Him

It was seven or eight days since I'd seen Bear, because he was back home and I wasn't. I got back Saturday.
When I went round..He looked beautiful, well worth the wait. Kissing him just..does things to my genitals.
I pulled off his top and bit at his nipples whilst I took his pants off, then slid down to suck his cock. I missed it. I told him I missed his moans.
"Enough," He said. "I wanna fuck you now."
He undressed me and I lay on my back. God, it was delicious. I said, "Did you miss fucking me?"
"I missed everything about you.."
He came inside me, stayed inside and continued, coming again later. Amazing.
Later I fucked him with me on top. God, I love him.
A brief update, but all the same..

Japanese Rope Bondage

Guess what? We ended up getting a cane.
There's a sexshop around the corner from me I wanted to take him to..He ended up buying us some japanese rope bondage stuff and a cane attatched to a leather handle. It's bamboo and it looks painful. There WAS a proper 'cane' but he said he'd snap it and it wasn't as smooth..I do not want splinters in my arse. I got hold of some seamed tights. Seams are the yum.
After eating I decided I wanted to try on the latex stockings I bought the other week. I've never worn latex before, just pvc. They were difficult to get on, like putting my leg in a condom. There was an airbubble in the foot so I had to start again, and got talc all over the floor. *Sigh*
When I finally got them on, they fitted in the calves but were baggy on the thighs, like waders. Disappointing. I need a suspender belt. MORE money. Still, they look great with fetish shoes and beautiful all shined up.
I was sat in my girlboxers getting them on, though. Bear growled at me and took out his cock, rubbing against my crotch. I just wanted to try them on before anything sexual.
'Wait..' I said, offhand.
He pushed me over to slap my arse but I spun round to avoid it. He grabbed my face.
'Wait for what?' He asked.
I just looked at him. He slapped me.
'I asked you a question, AND you don't avoid it when I want to slap you.'
'Nothing..' I wailed.
He pulled my hair and snapped at me to get them on. But putting them on, he seemed to calm.
He is quite sadistic with that cane, though. I knew he would be. I already hate it. He just tells me it 'doesn't hurt'. I said to let me hit him with it, and he laughed and said he wasn't stupid.
Later, we were innocently just trying the various knots we could do with the japanese rope (it has clever adjustable restraints, too, quite handy.) and having myself in his hands was getting me quite excited.
I ended up my back to the wall, rope under my parted knees, cuffs cuffing my hands far apart. I couldn't really move. Bear bit his lip and started to stroke his cock looking at me. I whined.
I was really turned on but I wasn't getting wet. He was trying to force it into me but mercifully eventually got lube. I couldn't move well, and he was fucking me, pulling at the ropes to make it tighter. He stopped and told me it was time for the handcuffs. I wondered where, but when he snapped them on me I was even more unable to move-he'd intertwined them in the rope, basically. I was screwed.
'I am going to do something now, and you better enjoy it, or I won't be happy.'
He blindfolded me and I whined. I hate being blindfolded because I can't see Bear and obviously I love looking at him. That and I have no clue whats coming to me.
He mocked me. 'What, you want me to take all this off you?'
'I trust you..' I panted.
I could hear him scrabbling around in my drawer and tensed. Then there was something hard against the entrance of my cunt. He turned it on-my vibrator.
I was wide open and getting dripping wet against it but he wouldn't penetrate me with it. I needed it deep inside me. I tried to struggle against it.
This obviously excited him and he stuck his cock back inside me. I felt the vibe against my face and laughed-but he put it into my mouth. I hated my taste. He probably liked seeing me suck a cock. It stopped.
He felt amazing. I was whining, He was relentless, not coming.
'You're making my cock very happy. You know I'm going to come on your cunt, don't you? I'm gonna come all over your dirty little hole.'
I whined. He'd never come ON my cunt before but I'd fantasised. He didn't come for a while though. I was exhausted, willing him to. Eventually he pulled out and covered it.
A few minutes later I was stood up talking to him.
'Stare at my cock!' He barked.
I was taken aback but did it for a few seconds before my eyes trailed to his face. He indicated with a nod to carry on. After about a minute, 'Lick it.'
I got on my knees and lapped, thinking niavely that he wouldn't become hard. He was 'mmmming' and telling me about the sensation. I didn't dare take him into my mouth or touch his side, as I normally would. He scolded me for having my HAND on it. He was getting hard.
'Balls' he ordered. 'You may nibble but not a lot.'
After a few minutes of that, 'I'm bored. Suck my cock.' I began. 'Slowly!' He snapped.
It was delicious. He told me he wanted to come in my mouth. I moaned.
'Do you like sucking my cock? Licking my balls? Do you WANT me to come in your mouth?'-Not questions for my pleasure, reminding me of my whore-ness.
He then decided he'd come on my face, which I love. He stroked himself looking at me, then as he was coming, forced my head back until I thought it would surely snap off. He wiped it on my cheeks, lips, forehead, and snapped at me to get cleaned up.
After those two times, I was feeling really vunerable, which never happens to me. I felt really weak and in need of affection. He said it was because I knew he could take care of me. I gripped onto him all I could.
Today he was carrying the cane and mocked my walking. 'Come on, quick steps!' He said, wafting it at me.
'I'm not your pony..' I said.
'You WILL be.' He smiled, referring to my curiousity at ponyplay. (At least the tail buttplugs!)
And later called me his dirty little slut. *Sigh*