More Of The Same

Sigh.
Yesterday, I crawled on top of him, and it was short, because I have never wanted him to come more than I did yesterday. I just wanted to make him come, see it in his face. And he did.
Then, we had another row about trust issues. But then we went to a party.
There was a couple there joking about how the male should be kept on a leash, and Bear and I looked at each other, knowing we HAVE a leash.
But. More of the same. He's just..kept commenting on girls and it's not something I want, not when I've put this much into it.
I just don't know if I can be arsed with this hurt anymore.