Crossed Out

Flirting until the act is hot.
Being up against his door in over-the-door restraints whilst wrapping my legs around his hips is hot.
Being strangled, my throat pressed down on whilst he towers above me, not knowing when he's going to stop and feeling like I'm gonna pass out in a good way is hot.
I kind of want to pass out and wake up to him doing disgusting things to me.
Him holding my hips and driving his cock sharply upwards is hot.
He's amazing.

You Could Be Mine

Yesterday I wanted sex, obviously. Bear's riposte was 'show me your tits.'
Soon we he has on top, me wrapping my legs around his hips digging my nails in his back for dear life. He spat in my mouth (mmm) and over my chest, rubbing it in. Couple this with licking my face, all over my cheeks.
Urging me to come, 'Come bitch come, come on my dick..'
Pushing my head down on his dick as he knelt up, then me sinking down on it. A ridiculous amount of orgasms.
When we'd returned from tea, just before bed, I blew him, thinking about three times he was going to come in my mouth..not being able to wait..Climbed on top and after coming twice shreiking how I wanted him to come inside me.
More of the same today, riding him after a lubey handjob, then him telling me he wanted me to put the anal beads up inside me. I was hesitant, then it felt amazing from on top.
I bent over for him, 'I want you to fuck me from behind, and I want you to treat me like a slut.'
Fucked me 'til I was squealing, then came into his hand and made me lick it out of his palm. Fucking DELICIOUS.
This afternoon I wanted more..He'd been squeezing my tits, telling me how they (and me) belonged to him, were his property, kissing me, flicking his tongue in my mouth, discussing oral..But he was too tired and needless to say I went home a horny Songs. I'm so glad I'm seeing him tomorrow!
And we have still not used our over-the-door cuffs.

Silly

I said I'd update more..then I didn't.
I've thought about closing this, because because of uni, I rarely see Bear and its really hard for me. But, its nice to have a record, and record those times we are together..
Yesterday I was feeling really sexy. Black lacy french underwear and a black bra with red ribbon trim under my clothes. Bear told me to take my pants off..he uses this as pre-sex words a lot now so I know whats coming..I did a lot of bending over whilst I sorted out music etc., I wanted to make the bed but he had other ideas..Rubbing the satin crotch of the panties as I was on all fours protesting, he said 'doesn't that feel good? I really want to fuck..'
He sat on the bed and I straddled him, in just bra and panties now, pushing tits in his face.
'You look so good..' he rarely says that, so I felt a rush of 'oooh!'
Soon I was on my back getting my nipples nibbled, my cunt licked and bitten through my underwear..I love getting touched THROUGH the underwear so I was wet..him fingering me, then me naked him stroking his dick in front of me, me whining for his cock. Him fucking me, pausing to squirt, all over his chest his face in his mouth.
He fucked me, growling for me, my legs curled around his hips and arse, him growling away telling me he likes the look in my eyes..I was screaming and he came inside me.
I was disappointed I couldn't have more..I wanted anal and to suck him until he came in my face but it was pretty late and he promised more the next day.
So today as he slept (he stayed at my house whilst I went to work) I put on a pink with white lace bra and matching thong and went to work. I usually hate thongs but am getting used to them..I think Bear likes enticing underwear so it makes me feel better.
After I'd returned from work and we'd been out to eat I was dying for sex..Luckily he stripped out of his jeans and told me he wanted to see my underwear. I stripped and put my be-thonged arseup against his boxers, feeling his erection.
'Are you doing this on purpose? This could make me come alone..'
'Yes' I said.
He lay down and I straddled him, he told me he liked the underwear. I asked him did he want a blowjob, and I've never known him turn one down.
I sucked for a while then came up for air.
'You know what I want to do? Suck you until you tell me I can fuck you, then fuck you, then swallow your come..'
He told me he hadn't said I could fuck him yet, and to keep sucking. After a while he said I could get on it, if I wanted. I said, 'desicions..' and kept sucking.
I caved after a few minutes, parted my thong and slid onto him. He told me the next time he saw me, he wanted to lead me around in my collar then tie me up. So if I go up there, I have to bring my collar to him. I want one at his house.
He told me to turn around, so we did a lot of reverse cowgirl. I felt his finger up my arse after a while and told him I wanted him to fuck me up the arse.
He got behind me and was really going for it, it was amazing.
'Do you want your vibrator too?'
I told him I loved him, he was so dirty.
'Vibrator or glass?'
I picked the glass dildo but it obviously isnt as soft as my vibe and was hurting him, so he carried on fucking my arse. He told me he wanted to come on my vibe and watch me use his come as lube. I thought that about the hottest thing ever, as we have white lube which I pretend I'm doing just that with-it seems so naughty.
I asked him to talk dirty to me.
'You slut, I don't have to talk dirty to you. Your arse is going to make me come..'
But he got tired and needed to shower. I asked could I blow him in the shower. That was really special, him face-fucking me, then wanking, looking at my face begging for it, my tongue out me whimpering. I love his taste.

I'm Back

That was a long break, wasn't it.
Sometimes blogging..Remembering the details of what I do with Bear..is intense, really hard for me to do. But the next time we fuck, I'll tell. I'll do better.
I have since taken my first experience of double penetration. He fucked me in the arse whilst fucking my cunt with my vibe.
He bought me a glass dildo, and I bought him special cuffs, so he can hang them over a door and we can fuck standing up.
This morning he slapped my face so hard I'm pretty sure my jaw went in two different directions.
I love him, I love him I do.
So, here's to better blogging.

Feelin' Dom

He has not felt particularly 'dom' in ages. I didn't know he was last night. We came back from partying, and I told him to go down on me. He kept asking, 'is that what you want?'..It was disturbing.
The head was great until he bit my cunt. He was very bitey last night. Thighs, cunt etc. When I'd came about twice, I whispered 'come here..'
He began talking really filthily, basically. It's been a while for that, too.
'I want you to make my dick and balls wet..I want you to come over my dick. How does it feel? Tell me how good my cock feels.'
I said, 'Did you like eating my cunt?'
'I loved it..do you want me to do it again, or do you want me to keep fucking you with my dick?' He grabbed my hand and put it over his dick as he slid in and out. 'Dont move your hand, and I want you to come on me..'
He was so demanding of me describing how he felt. I told him he's the best I've ever had.
'I wanna fuck you on the floor..face on the carpet, arse in the air..'
Okay, that turned me on. A lot. His fingers would wander to my arse but it felt sore, so I pulled away. 'Come here..' he'd growl.
'Do you want me to come in your throat?' He asked sitting up. 'Do you like the taste of my come? Put my dick to the back of your throat. Suck me, then ride me. I wanna use you to come.'
There was a lot of sucking and riding and I asked him 'Am I your comeslut?' He loved that. He was supposed to come in my throat but I was dying to watch him come..I pulled his hips towards me further.

Just

Just to record what went on last night. The house was empty, Bear and I were going out later. I asked if he wanted some. At first he declined, but when I moaned about needs (heh) he followed me upstairs whilst taking off my belt.
I rode him.
'You feel good. Do I feel good? I want you to be louder..'
So I asked him to fuck me. Unfortunately he came, but I told him I'd wanted to swallow it. About ten minutes later he was hard again, and pulled my panties aside (not off) to slide it in me. Then he told me to go swallow, so I made him come with my mouth.
After the party, we fucked on his friends couch :D I was in tshirt and underwear and he was getting excited. I rubbed him hard, sucked him then told him to fuck me. We spooned for ages, really energetically, and he came when he fucked me from behind.

So Happy Together

I had sex with Bear last week and didn't document it. Argh! Yesterday:
He was frustrated with my attention span and called me upstairs. I hoped it'd be for sex!
We lay next to each other and he slowly kissed me, then told me to stand up. I stood between his legs and he stripped me naked. He was clothed. He fingerfucked me, me standing. Then he told me to bend over. He continued to fingerfuck me until my cunt was spasming on his fingers, and I was gripping the headboard. The orgasms were mad intense. He told me to flip over and carried on. It was weird getting so much foreplay.
Then he stopped, stood and undid his trousers. I looked on nervously. He told me to 'Come here.' I sucked his cock for a few seconds before he pushed me backwards onto my back.
I wasn't wet enough to get fucked, but he knelt over me naked.
'Lube!' I begged.
'What?,' He taunted. 'I'm not going in you!'
But of course he pushed into me. Fucked me hard. Legs pushed apart, up on his neck, around his back. He came but didn't tell me. I resent when he does that, but sex is about him.
This morning I wanted to fuck before I left. I didn't think he'd want to fuck in his mothers bed where we were sleeping, but he did. It was weirdly kinky to me. I slicked lube onto him and rode him. He felt rockhard. I snuck peeps in the mirrored wardrobes. Such a voyeur.
He didn't seem that 'into' it though, but he said he was tired. Bah.