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Bath

You might not know this, but Bear has a thing about water.
He ran me a hot bath last night, as I've been ill. I was naked, and bent over swooshing more cold water into the hot. I felt his erection through his jeans on my bare arse and felt really flattered. He stroked it a while until I stepped into the bubbles.
His hand was tracing my thighs, and I shuddered. He looked puzzled, then said, 'aah'. And dipped a finger into my cunt. I was moaning, thinking that I'd be fine with just the thigh-stroking for a while, THEN this, but then that this was better, and then-that I've never been fingered in the bath before.
I reached up to feel his clothed erection, then pulled it out, stroking it as he stood next to the bath. It was veinier than usual, I noted.
I opened my mouth and looked at him, then sucked half of his cock, swirling my hand, lubed by warm water, down the rest.
I thought I felt pre-come on my lips fairly quickly, then realised he was in fact coming, and it usually takes a good while to make Bear come from oral, so I put his cock back inside my mouth and swallowed all he had to give.
I remarked on how quick it was, and he remarked that I 'look good in water'.

Fingers

Last night, I took four fingers, right up to the lower knuckle, before I cried out. Proud.
I struggled against Bear's fingers &felt like he was in my womb :)
He growled, 'I've wanted to fuck you for a while now..'
I ordered him to come.
This morning I wanked him off over my tits.

Crossed Out

Flirting until the act is hot.
Being up against his door in over-the-door restraints whilst wrapping my legs around his hips is hot.
Being strangled, my throat pressed down on whilst he towers above me, not knowing when he's going to stop and feeling like I'm gonna pass out in a good way is hot.
I kind of want to pass out and wake up to him doing disgusting things to me.
Him holding my hips and driving his cock sharply upwards is hot.
He's amazing.

You Could Be Mine

Yesterday I wanted sex, obviously. Bear's riposte was 'show me your tits.'
Soon we he has on top, me wrapping my legs around his hips digging my nails in his back for dear life. He spat in my mouth (mmm) and over my chest, rubbing it in. Couple this with licking my face, all over my cheeks.
Urging me to come, 'Come bitch come, come on my dick..'
Pushing my head down on his dick as he knelt up, then me sinking down on it. A ridiculous amount of orgasms.
When we'd returned from tea, just before bed, I blew him, thinking about three times he was going to come in my mouth..not being able to wait..Climbed on top and after coming twice shreiking how I wanted him to come inside me.
More of the same today, riding him after a lubey handjob, then him telling me he wanted me to put the anal beads up inside me. I was hesitant, then it felt amazing from on top.
I bent over for him, 'I want you to fuck me from behind, and I want you to treat me like a slut.'
Fucked me 'til I was squealing, then came into his hand and made me lick it out of his palm. Fucking DELICIOUS.
This afternoon I wanted more..He'd been squeezing my tits, telling me how they (and me) belonged to him, were his property, kissing me, flicking his tongue in my mouth, discussing oral..But he was too tired and needless to say I went home a horny Songs. I'm so glad I'm seeing him tomorrow!
And we have still not used our over-the-door cuffs.

Silly

I said I'd update more..then I didn't.
I've thought about closing this, because because of uni, I rarely see Bear and its really hard for me. But, its nice to have a record, and record those times we are together..
Yesterday I was feeling really sexy. Black lacy french underwear and a black bra with red ribbon trim under my clothes. Bear told me to take my pants off..he uses this as pre-sex words a lot now so I know whats coming..I did a lot of bending over whilst I sorted out music etc., I wanted to make the bed but he had other ideas..Rubbing the satin crotch of the panties as I was on all fours protesting, he said 'doesn't that feel good? I really want to fuck..'
He sat on the bed and I straddled him, in just bra and panties now, pushing tits in his face.
'You look so good..' he rarely says that, so I felt a rush of 'oooh!'
Soon I was on my back getting my nipples nibbled, my cunt licked and bitten through my underwear..I love getting touched THROUGH the underwear so I was wet..him fingering me, then me naked him stroking his dick in front of me, me whining for his cock. Him fucking me, pausing to squirt, all over his chest his face in his mouth.
He fucked me, growling for me, my legs curled around his hips and arse, him growling away telling me he likes the look in my eyes..I was screaming and he came inside me.
I was disappointed I couldn't have more..I wanted anal and to suck him until he came in my face but it was pretty late and he promised more the next day.
So today as he slept (he stayed at my house whilst I went to work) I put on a pink with white lace bra and matching thong and went to work. I usually hate thongs but am getting used to them..I think Bear likes enticing underwear so it makes me feel better.
After I'd returned from work and we'd been out to eat I was dying for sex..Luckily he stripped out of his jeans and told me he wanted to see my underwear. I stripped and put my be-thonged arseup against his boxers, feeling his erection.
'Are you doing this on purpose? This could make me come alone..'
'Yes' I said.
He lay down and I straddled him, he told me he liked the underwear. I asked him did he want a blowjob, and I've never known him turn one down.
I sucked for a while then came up for air.
'You know what I want to do? Suck you until you tell me I can fuck you, then fuck you, then swallow your come..'
He told me he hadn't said I could fuck him yet, and to keep sucking. After a while he said I could get on it, if I wanted. I said, 'desicions..' and kept sucking.
I caved after a few minutes, parted my thong and slid onto him. He told me the next time he saw me, he wanted to lead me around in my collar then tie me up. So if I go up there, I have to bring my collar to him. I want one at his house.
He told me to turn around, so we did a lot of reverse cowgirl. I felt his finger up my arse after a while and told him I wanted him to fuck me up the arse.
He got behind me and was really going for it, it was amazing.
'Do you want your vibrator too?'
I told him I loved him, he was so dirty.
'Vibrator or glass?'
I picked the glass dildo but it obviously isnt as soft as my vibe and was hurting him, so he carried on fucking my arse. He told me he wanted to come on my vibe and watch me use his come as lube. I thought that about the hottest thing ever, as we have white lube which I pretend I'm doing just that with-it seems so naughty.
I asked him to talk dirty to me.
'You slut, I don't have to talk dirty to you. Your arse is going to make me come..'
But he got tired and needed to shower. I asked could I blow him in the shower. That was really special, him face-fucking me, then wanking, looking at my face begging for it, my tongue out me whimpering. I love his taste.

I'm Back

That was a long break, wasn't it.
Sometimes blogging..Remembering the details of what I do with Bear..is intense, really hard for me to do. But the next time we fuck, I'll tell. I'll do better.
I have since taken my first experience of double penetration. He fucked me in the arse whilst fucking my cunt with my vibe.
He bought me a glass dildo, and I bought him special cuffs, so he can hang them over a door and we can fuck standing up.
This morning he slapped my face so hard I'm pretty sure my jaw went in two different directions.
I love him, I love him I do.
So, here's to better blogging.